Starts low in a crouch
Fingers scrape wide
Fog lights wired breath
Dewclaws spread the ice
Eyes lock on laurels
The tongue licks slick awe
Nobody calls it
Though named by God
It’s the home
The homeowner
Has never seen
And the island
Deep deep
Not yet raised
And it aches
And aches
And never goes away
Though it squawks
The whole day long
And serenades so
And serenades
What a creature
It’s past noon
And you’re
Still in bed
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In this vice
I’d just as soon
Wait out the storm
Than wait out bliss
Cause spun together
On the potter’s wheel
They feel the same
The opposites kiss
Cause the med
That keeps you up
Causes anxiety
So while making yourself
Be with people
Your insides
Take a knee
It’s like your inner chest
Is stuck
In a too-tight
Too-warm sweater
And the breath
You yearn to breath
Barely keeps
The mast together
I’m sad today
Cause I thought
I thought
It was over
I’m sad today
Because in walks
Cause in walks
The bother
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If I could only
Hear your voice
My heart would
Stop leaking
And my chest
Wouldn’t feel
So empty
Like it does now
I don’t know
What calming power
You must have
But I know
Since I feel
So deeply
That you are
A haunting
And magical ghost
Set against
And within
My drab
And I know
If only for
A moment
Resurrection
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I’ll break my back on this
And I’ll lick the stamp
It’s true I don’t know how
It’s true I’m not wild about it
And I’m perplexed
‘Cause that never mattered before
But now stuck in this pinch
My mind is hanging stiff
In a long winter
If I did have a mind to
I would fear being stuck here
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Pretty lady
Gets on the bus
Takes it round town
All day long
From running late
To ‘bout to crash
If you’ll be late
She’ll be later
If you work hard
She’ll close the bar
And angels rally near
And agree with the wind
That necessary endings
Are imminent and bring
Such natural consequences
That I do not need
To harp on and on
Or cry like a child
For clouds say
There’s the wise
Who say yes and may I
And the fool
Who never sees
Trouble in the room
And evil of course
Which isn’t the case here
So if she be wise
We’ll laugh of
Used to be
And if she be the fool
We’ll reminisce
Of the beauty
She made
And also
Of the beauty
We never knew
Play the movie
Play the movie
Star the wise
Star the wise
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Tall like a timber
And difficult
He the proud
With freedom and time
And what I wanted
Is a bit
Of a mystery
‘Cause the setting
Screams steam
But the smell
Announces death
And that would be
Such a dream
To wave goodbye
From the dock
To wave goodbye
And know it went down
To the floor
Of the sea
That would be
Such a dream
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You don’t need another song
Holding you captive
Like a jailer without a key
You just need something real
To make you stay
Something quite like commitment
Something quite like submission
You just need something real
To make you stay
You don’t need another sermon
Helping you pass time
Like the abbey’s tower bell
You just need something real
To make you stay
Something quite like friendship
Something quite like a presence
You just need something real
To make you stay
You don’t need another testimony
Or weekend retreat
Promising to change your life
You just need something real
To make you stay
Something quite like transformation
Something quite like sanctification
You just need something real
To make you stay
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Little voices
Shut your mouth
I did something
Good today
And you don’t know
What you’re talking about
Little whispers
I urge you to sleep
I did something
Good today
And you
I know
Lie to me
Little doubts
Make your leave
I did something
Good today
And you overplayed
And you overplayed
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Well if there’s one thing
We’ve learned by now
It’s definitely that
You’re no shard
Not at all
’Cause you’re loud loud
I don’t want to
Is too dang loud
And you’re view
Of yourself
Suffers such limited scope
Oh broken boy
Who taught you to color
But forgot to tell you
There are no lines
For the love of all
That is awe-inspiring
Leap a little
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A feeling is something
That is very important to have
That life is funny
That day is difficult
That night is frightening
That awe is everywhere
Matters quite a bit
Not what I feel
But that I feel
For I could never
Accurately understand
Every itch
But I can feel
A pulse