My humor tells on me

At least it should

If you listen closely

It’s mostly autobiographical

It sounds so daring

So out there

So wild and so easily thought

To be that which only gets a rise

But I’d say

And I’m trying to be fair

That 95% of it

Has been lived

Actually

By me

Fully

Secretly

In deep in pleasure

In deep in pain

Sometimes knowing

Sometimes not

Sometimes done

Sometimes done to

And I can write a victim’s song

As I can bellow like a crow

And it is better now

Several chapters closed

But in the laugh

I joke