Back then

Yellow – Brown – Orange – Green

All made me sick to my stomach

Though the rainbow of the day

It felt dirty to me

Who can say

Back then

Scruffy and unshaved

Scratchy and blind

Talented but reckless and raw

I couldn’t find my wonder

Who can say

Back then

Clear lines of like and loathe

Why so leery – Why so shy

You’re in or you’re out – clearly

I simply noticed without landing

Who can say