I don’t turn to you

Because

You gave me something that makes me good

And so I lean on that

I don’t turn to you

Because

I see all the ways out all at once

And forget your paths

I don’t turn to you

Because

I see all the colors and all the numbers

More quickly than I see the altar

I don’t turn to you

Because

I really believe you’ll just be there

I just really believe you’ll be there

I don’t turn to you

Because

Saul needs to die again and again

In order for you to be king