If I miss You

Does that mean

I am lonely

Is there

A very numb part

That would jump

Right up in Your lap

And cling to You

While You sing to me

If only

I’d let myself

Receive Your melody

I’m water

At the side

Of the river

Swirling and looping

In a pool

Undecided and noncommittal

About fully joining

Your current

But one

And two

And three

And more

Will likely

Never go

Where I won’t

So that is

A whole lot

Of pressure

Yet not enough

Reason for me

To ask You

To scoop me up

And set me right

In the flow

So see here

I’m lonely

Because You

At full force

Are intimidating

You

At full force

Are the biggest mystery