More and more these days

I’m finding myself stuck

Not wanting to power up

Not wanting to shrink back

And I think perhaps

It is an invitation

Of sorts

To spend time

With someone higher

And more noble

So it’s a blessing

I suppose

To realize

I have no player in the game

Nothing to manage

Nothing to promote

That isn’t lit on fire

Illuminated

By great light

And that I

Even I

Am bidden

To sit

And stare